23 June 2004: 100 pages to go.
[Warded to Winnifred]
Last weekend was nice and I enjoyed it. You wouldn't happen to want to do that again this weekend would you?
Last weekend was nice and I enjoyed it. You wouldn't happen to want to do that again this weekend would you?
So I've got an extra ticket for a Puddlemere game this weekend. Do you want to go?
This can't be good.
It's embarrassing.
I can't even look at myself in the mirror without blushing. Why is it the first woman I see naked is... me? This is completely wrong, so wrong on so many levels.
And they're all perky when it's cold and it's showing through my t-shirt... That's got to get annoying after a while.
I don't want to eat anything. Except chocolate. Merlin, chocolate sounds brilliant.
All told that went better than I was expecting. I suppose I shouldn't have automatically assumed that it would be horrors and she would laugh me off of the Lane, but what am I supposed to think? I consider that my tail makes me a freak, so it seems odd to me that others might find it interesting.
I still rather wish that I could get it removed, even as a curiosity it serves to be annoying. Now I have no idea if she likes me for me or if she happens to be one of those people who enjoys dating a curiosity.
There is no winning is there? But in the meantime there has been a coffee, and it went mostly well.
So now it is possible to continue on my manuscript. I've actually decided to dump the research on the druids and quidditch that I've been looking at over the past few months and to concentrate all my efforts on the Joscelind Wadcock biography. Truthfully, if I actually work on it, I can have a final copy ready to turn into the editors by the end of June, I should think. And it would be nice if I could actually find a publisher, and start making a bit of money off of royalties that come in each month. If I can get that started I will have more room for research and less for the museum.
All quite good.
How did that happen?
Apparently I'm now going out and I'm going dancing.
Which means there is a very good chance she'll see my tail.
Even if we do go somewhere very dark.
There is no way this is ending well.